Nei gong Hwa Jing (Spiritual Clearing) Basic Exorcism 2 of 3

I am very interested lately in the subject which Eckhart Tolle has named ‘the painbody’. Although I know that feeling bad & watching horror movies literally damages the body and such, some part of me still feels excited and alive when I do those things. That often causes resistance to being happy, as I have noticed. Also, it seems to hold me back from forgiving others.
Is there anything ‘special’ I could do to lessen that part of me?

Many times today, when I released all spiritual posessions from me, I got spiritually oppressed. Or vice versa. I now understand that these spiritual forces make me feel very needy & that I have felt that way for the most of my life. So it’s no wonder it is sort of like going up the mountain for me to not feel like lacking all the time.
I guess that some part of me has got so accustumed to being posessed and oppressed that it makes itself available for all sorts of spiritual attacks.

Hi,

I seem to get spiritually posessed and oppressed around every 1,5-2 hours or even often! That usually leads me to feelings of hopelessness, depression & panic + I tend to eat too much when I don’t catch myself in time.
What might cause these spiritual problems to return so quickly?

Peace

Glad you found the causes. If it is possible, would you mind sharing the discoveries? Or whether the issues were spiritual, emotional, etc? Or however you are able to describe that which you worked on?
Hope it takes the least amount of your time & effort… .
PM me.

By the way, ZPoint Process, an energy therapy that I use besides Psych-K, has also started to work quite well during the past few days when I have removed def mech with ShunTao. So things do seem to get mostly better, all in all

And whenever I think I have eliminated a negative belief with a modality and muscle-test it to be gone, in a few weeks time or even earlier, I find it back again! Only Psych-K seems to work permanently, but I guess it is thanks to me muscle-testing whether removing a negative belief is for my highest good or not.
So I conclude that a lot of my healings are not for my highest good & that is why lose their effectiveness: I just don’t have any idea why that would be so!

Hi,

Hope you are doing well. As this year is ending, there is one thing that just keeps coming up no matter what healing modality I use. It is this resistance to letting healing work. And by resistance, I mean some kind of unconscious resistance which has stopped me also from using the techniques I have at hand since I was 14. It is like I have become so used to suffering, that one part doesn’t want or dare to let that go. And the better I feel, the more fearful that part becomes.
Please help.

And even though I have now found Shun Shen Tao here and using also a variety of healing modalities and have used them successfully on many things, I still run away from others and do not let them ever get close to me as there’s something I need to hide or be ashamed of.

So, if you can look at anything around getting teased-bullied, being abandoned, running away from and hiding myself whenever I was 6-13, I would be very thankful. Some things are just so deeply buried that I can’t find them.
TY

Also, I was terrified of a 4 years younger neighbour-boy (whom I thought was insane for some reason) and always ran away from him, too, whenever I could. Whenever I saw him, I hid myself. That has been the same with everybody else as well.
In the 6th grade I found out that I had scoliosis and the rib cage deformation. Well, my body-image was shaky even before that, so that like added oil to the fire. So I started searching for something to -fix it all up- ever since.

Hi,

Thank you for the comment. You are right about one thing: we all need each other in some way or another. And I need your help around one thing, once again. This is a pattern that I have followed (unconsciously before) since at least my 5th grade. So I have done it for at least 8 years. Every time the lessons ended (5th grade), I usually ran away from others, my class-and schoolmates, as fast as possible, not to be seen and heard. I was bullied in grades 1th-4th, so maybe that is why.

But what do you think of the message of L. Levenson that every feeling is a non-loving feeling meant to protect the body and that we are here mainly to go free aka get liberated?

I look forward to hearing from you.

Wish you the best,
Rasmus-Anders

P.S. Selfless service, what you obviously are doing, is one of the ways of going free. A form of Yoga I have heard.

Hei,

Was curious after reading your bio on your intake about the Sedona Method aka Release Technique? The creator of the method, Lester Levenson, discovered it by ‘chance’ when wanting to find happiness.
I personally have used it for over 3 months by now and have had such heavy layers of garbage or agflap (apathy-grief-fear-lust-anger-pride) come up that even using Shen Tao on them hasn’t made much difference sometimes.